Wout

[1/3]
It took me a while, with a lot of sacrifices and hurting people which I regret deeply, to finally reach my own personal luck.


[2/3]
Turntablism in the sky, drums on the sun, dancing in the sea, killing the dead, drawing at Mount Everest, writing in the car, laughing at a funeral, screaming at the counter... we're just doing fine!


[3/3]
The ignorance of many problematic issues should be considered the worst downfall of humanity. Instead of being honest, most just smile and act like there is nothing going on. But that's just one of them all. "A very good morning, this is John Connor, and if you hear this, you are the resistance."

I adore the fact she
can make me adore again that quickly.
is completely different from anything before.
has her own mind, thoughts and difficulties
adores me too
is that beautiful in her own special way
can make me appreciate life from the top of the mountain

I've decided that no one will get close to my heart any more, you can try, and succeed step by step to a closer rate, but no, not close enough.

You may enjoy my presence, you can adore me as much as you like.
It is my heart, and mine for ever.

Welcome you are, for the casual evenings or mornings.
But my life? No, I have forsaken you, if you must see it that way.

Have a great one, and yes, you still have me by your side for parts of your journey, just not all the time.

See me as your little sidekick, there when you need me, but not always, and sometimes too far to respond quickly enough.

-x-

I've opened my door for you
I've ditched my two year certainty
I'll go to Paris with you if necessary
I gave you the key
I gave up my side of the bed for you.
I drive up and down a lot for you.
I give up my spare solo time once in a while for you.
I gave up and do so much more for you...

Though those sacrifices don't look that bad in my contextual love.

(as well as it isn't like you are not doing anything for me)

Love, like a river, will cut a new path
whenever it meets an obstacle.

You know you are in love
when you see the world in her eyes,
and her eyes everywhere in the world.

Love is strong yet delicate.
It can be broken.
To truly love is to understand this.
To be in love is to respect this.

If asked why I love her I would say
It's the sway in her hips,
the thickness in her thighs.
It's the lust in her lips,
the love in her eyes.
It's the softness of her skin,
the silk in her hair.
It's the twist in her walk;
it's the sweetness in her talk.
It's the way she loves me
that makes me love her each day.
That is what I would say.

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

I thought I didn't, it seems I extremely do.